Sunday, December 12, 2004

yay i'm finally back from obs!! haha... this is the second time i'm going, and this time i got mobile, which is alot tougher... i had to pee in the wild!!! after the first time i peed, i didn't ever want to pee there again, but err... i had to go another two times, so ya... now i'm sooo happy i got a toilet bowl to pee in... we did the usual kayaking, climbing stuff... and i juz gotta say this, they team the tp ppl up with china scholars!!!! the the tpjcians are the minority... my group got like 6 tpjcians and 9 china scholars!!! and this is like their very first camping trip la... but my group's prcs are not bad, they're a helpful bunch, full of escentric and funny ppl... hanging out with them wasn't as bad as i expected, though we did make fun of their ascent when they're not around...

in the begining, we were kindda awkward towards each other, and the prcs were especially shy, i mean as compared to this bunch of thick-skinned tpjcians... tp only sent 2 person per cca, so only exco ppl were there la, and u know ppl in excos are usually the loud and nortorious ones... but towards the end we got quite close... i got very close to ths 2 malay gals from tp.. nana and wani, then there was this irritating fella tt makes fun of everyone called fahmy, he's a nice guy and the fun making process only got everyone closer although no one will every admit tt fact..then there's this seasports guy call tat, who's sort of our unanimously- agreed -but - non-appointed leader... a really good guy, but really unlucky too... he got bitten by sandflies... lots of em... his 2 whole legs were covered with marks tt are erd and yellow coz some of em got e yellowish liquid in em... super gross!! then this prc went up to tat and told him to poke them to let the yellowish thingy out(i volunteered to poke it for him!!) haha.. his face immediately turned green... hahahaha... then there's this know-it-all who thinks he's damn big juz coz he went to a few camps b4, he bosses ppl ard and tells ppl to do stuff and does little himself, thinks tt he's always right and everyone else is wrong and worse of all he calls me smurf!! it's like i dun mind the name calling if it's by my frens, though i dun really appreciate it, i gotta admit it's kindda funny sometimes... but i absolutely hate it when someone whom i utterly dislike use tt on me!!! and this is all eugene and renny's fault, coz they shouted smurf every time they see me.. grrrr....

we didn't get to sleep in the dorms at all not even for the nites tt we were supposed to spend in obs itself... the first nite we slept in this clearing near the beach juz outside the fence of obs... the wind was really really strong... and it was raining... super cold... everybody woke up a little cranky.. then pt followed by breakfast then i think we went to do some kayaking thingy, capsize drills and stuff... then lunch, pack up and then we set off to the campsite!!! good thing the journey to the site was only an hour plus coz i was in this 3 men boat with this 2 other prcs who really really dunno howta kayak at all... it's like i was towing them!! then we reached the camp site, pitched our shelter(i say sehlter coz i's really only a shelter, not tent!!) then it got really dark, we cooked our dinner, which came out quite good, the rice tasted better than the rice from the cookhouse, seriously!! then we slept, and it rained again... oh ya... did i mentioned tt i had to pee in the wild!!!! i never want to experience tt ever again...

day 2, we woke ard 5 and had a little pt near this mini farm, played this very silly game called evolution, which is quite fun really... we went trekking ard the area in our wet attire (from yesterday!!!) after breakfast... had quite alot of fun on the way. which is kindda stupid but we did and then we reached the quarry!!! i love the quarry!! it made everyone damn high... haha.. really really high... the water was super clean and the view was quite beautiful... it was the next best thing to a shower... we were told to build a raft within 1 hr or we won't get to go in... under tt circumstances of coz we built it in time... haha.. though one of our barrels came off when we're in the middle of the quarry, it still rocked!! atually i think the reason it came off is coz this big guy was sitting on the corner of it and theres no one on the other corner to balance it so it came loose... i think a few of us figured tt tt's wad happened, but none said anything bout it... after tt we walked back to camp for dinner... eugene's grp had already finished cooking so we borrowed their pot so as to cook faster.... we tried to use as much solid fuel as possible coz it's like the last meal we got to cook... and everyone got high on food... we really ate ALOT, especially the guys!! we cooked almost all our food coz we didin't wanna bring em back.. then there's this grp of tpjcians who were getting high on ovaltine... haha... they were juz eating the powder, packets after packets!! it's as if they were drunk on ovaltine.. damn funny... tt nite while we were asleep, everyone heard this "vroom vroom" noise... it wad quite loud but we all went back to sleep coz of the tiredness... it was later in the morning tt we founf out tt a few idiotic guys were using their insect repellent on the fire... really really stupid of them... total idiots! it's a good thing i woke up alive... then we packed up and set off back to obs..

after reaching obs and washing up everything, it kindda seems tt everything's ending soon... there's this strange feeling of reluctance in me, for it all to end.. i mean, as much as i want to get back to proper toilets, i want to fun to continue... the fourth day was pretty much spent unpacking and washing up, both the equipments and ourselves, though there was this 4k run... then sam, our instructor told us tt she won't be joining us for the last day coz she's got some family matters... it was really kindda sad, i mean, she's been such a fren to us all.. oh ya, she happened to be a tkgian!!! haha, johara was her form teacher last time!! and she knows adam, our first instructor, he's left obs to be some engineer a yr ago she says... i was sorta looking forward to seeing him, to find out if he remembers us... yup, it was sad when she left us, though it was only one day earlier...

then on the last nite, the weather was at last non-raining... and many ppl slept out, as in we pulled the canverse sheet out of the shelter coz the stars were sooo sooo beautiful... it's simply spactacular, u can never see stars like tt on the mainland... we hardly slept tt nite, was having gal talk with nana and wani, then later the guys joined us and we crap ard til we fell asleep... it was the best nite there.. on our last day we climbed up a part of the triport, we weer supposed to jump and reach for this wooden swing thingy... seems like a circus kindda thingy... the time in which u stand on the very high platform b4 u jump was very scary, but the moment u jump, the fun starts!! haha.. seriously... i only managed to touch the wood a little b4 falling... but it was super fun... my grp has only 2 person who grabbed it... which is already not bad i heard... tt was our last activity there.. and we had our last lunch, we did a yum seng thingy except we went reallt loudly RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.............jaratnam!! haha..




Friday, November 19, 2004

i've told mr choo bout the whole syf thing already. he's nice about it, but wants me to make a choice... i know tt i have to do tt and i think i sorta already did, but i can't really bring myself to go over and tell him tt i've chosen to join the chinese dance syf, but juz in case we dun get enough ppl i'll join the guitar syf... i mean it's not very nice rite.. and i think tt' i'll be pissed if i were in his shoes and some gal who's not so good in guitar and pons training come and tell me tt... i'm not even TT confident tt i'll get thru the syf audition in the first place considering the way i'm playing now... i can't even finish tango, and totally forgot about pastoral already... sigh, i'd better practise more, cannot have such a bad attitude..

and i juz realised very recently tt i have hmwk to do: 6 long reading logs, some funny econs research thingy and math... math coz i'm gonna call my tutor soon, but haven't really found time yet, and i dun really feel like starting tuition even though i know i need to and it seems tt there are so many things piling up i dun have much time to do wad i want... but holidays are not supposed to be like tt... it's supposed to be fun and free...

and i'm totally broke but i want more stuff, i want the cute cat handbag i saw the other day (yes aub, i regret not buying it tt day) and i need a new bagpack, coz mine is now falling into pieces and i need new shoes coz the clothy part of my shoe kindda tore a little already most likely due to someone stepping on it (hint!) and i want more clothes coz i've got very few pieces of them.. ok, i'm being annoying here, rambling on and on bout my wants and needs, but i can't help it..

i think this is one of those negetive blog entries, full of whining and discontent.. juz haven't been feeling very high lately... got this weird feeling in my head every once in a while... one nite while i was laying in bed trying to get some sleep, i got this seasick feeling la... (no huilan, the ground wasn't floating) it felt as if i was rolling around in bed but my i was really juz motionlessly laying there... and i feel all floaty and stuff...not the nice kindda of floaty feeling... i guess tt's y i'vebeen sleeping more now... and getting tired more easily despite it... sigh..




Thursday, November 11, 2004

hey there, i know i haven't blogged in a looooong while, even though i said tt i would, but i was busy... really!! but i've got lots to write abt this time... ok firstly, i now have a boyfren, he's deliang.. i kept it from lan and aub for abt 1 mth plus, and almost everyone else outside tp til now.. but now i'm announcing the fact tt i have a boyfren.. he's not cute, fair, thin, likes linkin park, kindda mushy sometimes, but he's really sweet, takes good care of me and knocks some sense into my head.. i think he'll last.. and tt's something tt really counts, coz i've nv really had anyone tt lasted more than a few months...

yup... and mr yeo seen him, today at tm when i was out with him... kindda scary really... didn't see mr yeo at first.. we were waiting for the lift and i turned ard and there he was, grinning at me... grrr... then he asked me bout studies and i asked him bout tk and he introduced himself as ming han to deliang... and he asked him to take care of me, and me not to bully him.. said something bout tkgians being bullies... but it was nice meeting mr yeo.. made me miss tkg.. oh lan jie, he asked bout u too.. haha.. then me and deliang went to watch taxi, it was great!!! damn funny and exciting, but kindda short... the model was super pretty!!

oh and recently, i've joined chinese dance again... for syf.. they needed ppl so i joined... and i'm kindda enjoying it, i even get to go obs coz of it, coz i think every cca can only send a few, and i'm definitely not the top few in guitar, but coz the numbers in chinese dance are still damn little, i get to go... whee!!! but it sorta comes with a cost... today i heard tt everybody can only participate in ONE syf, even if it's diff events... i dunno how true tt is yet, but if it is then i'll hafta make a choice, and i hate making such choices... it's like chinese needs me now, but i can't really like juz leave guitar like tt, i'm in the exco afterall... it might not be a great post but i have some responsibilities... on the other hand i like cannot leave chinese dance also coz we need 12 ppl to enter and everyone counts, plus most dun have experience, i might not be good but experiences are very important...

so the thing is i die die also must join the chinese ance syf, as for guitar, if they allow, i will join... then if they say i can only get the marks of only one cca, then i take whichever tt get the higher award la... but the thing is if they dun even allow me to join 2 syfs in the first place at all.. then it'll be super tough... i'll really hafta give up on one already... coz it doesn't really make much sense to practice for something u're not taking part in...

i hope it works out.. i really do... but i think tt even if it does, i'll have to think abt how to handle it all.. my studies suck, juz only managed to scrap thru to promote.. and now i join so many rubbish and i hardly think i'll have enough time for it all... even if i can find time, how bout going out with my frens??... sigh...




Saturday, October 16, 2004

ten things i hate about u

i hate the way u talk to me and the way u cut ur hair
i hate the way u drive my car, i hate it when u stare
i hate ur big dumb combat boots and the way u read my mind
i hate u so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme
i hate the way u're always right, i hate it when u lie
i hate it when u make me laugh, even wrose when u make me cry
i hate when u're not around and the fact tt u didn't call
but mostly i hate the way i dun hate u
not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all..

taken from a great movie tt nobody's watched b4...




Friday, October 15, 2004

ok.. i'm gonna be bimbotic here and blog abt the stuff i bought yesterday, and the stuff tt i want... haha.. had a great time with aub yesterday shopping, bought a whole lot of stuff... realised how long it has been since i last went out, like the go out for whole day kind, not the after sch go out for a few hours kind... i bought a white top from zara to match my pink skirt.. yes, lan... i've got a pink skirt... yes, this is retribution, all those yrs of making fun of how much u like pink and purple has caught up with me... then i bought the billabong handbag tt i saw weeks ago.. and i bought a bra from esprit, there's like 70% off!!!! i think it's only for the big esprit at borders... so ya, whoeva wanna buy stuff, go there... yup... so i pretty much filled up my shopping list for the day... after aub went off to meet her frens, i went to meet deliang... i guess i was in the mood to shop, i made him buy a shirt too... haha... the shirt reminded me of the lp guy... the bald one with thick specs... but i still think the other shirt is nicer, juz tt the cut damn funny... well since u like lp.. :P

now for the stuff tt i want, no no.. need!! i need new shorts, the nice nice kind.. i dun have any decent shorts, and the hols are coming, which means there'll be bbqs and chalets.. so i need nice nice shorts!! and i need more white tops, but there's like alot of nice nice white tops tt i found but they're all damn transparent... and i need to buy shoes... my fav pair of shoes are like spoilt... i guess i shouldn't have ran in it so much.. oh ya... and i've lost my cat shirt!!! i dunno y i keep losing my clothes.. i lost my sweater, my jeans, my ogl tee, my 4/6 class tee, my obs tee, and now my cat shirt!! it's simply not fair.. i only lose the stuff i like... y doesn't anything i dun like ever get lost by itself?!

i wanna sleep... but the more i sleep, the more tired i get... i really juz dun feel like doing anything rite now... good thing my last paper's tmr... econs mcq, need to redeem myself.. then i'll be officially free to sleep and slob ard like nobody's business!!

love me, feed me, never leave me..
from garfield!!! haha.. i'm slow, but at least i watched it...




Tuesday, October 12, 2004

hurray promos are finally over!! haha... and yes, i realise tt i haven't blogged for an entire month, and mony of u have already given up on coming to my blog... but i'm back, so u guys can start to come back here again.. first let me ramble on bout promos.. started off with gp, well it wasn't as bad as i expected, but i did a qn tt extremely few ppl chose to do, so abit worried here, and the fact tt i sorta wrote it like an econs essay doesn't help... but overall i guess i can pass... then econs, i spotted one qn, concentrated on it, didn't really have enough time for the others, at least i can still redeem myself with the mcqs...

the day after econs was maths and chem!!! on the same stupid day la!! and the econs paper was in the after noon so we get off like bout 4.. had a super long last min math tuition, i must say tt it helped, after the tuition i slept like bout an hour, then woke up to memorise formulas, eqns and wad not.. til bout 2 plus... then comes today's maths and chem paper.. i think i might have a chance in passing maths...there's alot at stake, whether i promote or not will depend on whether i pass my math... oh please juz give me my 2 A passes and i promise i'll be a good gal!!! everything is dependent on my maths and econs now, coz i totally threw chem away, it'ld be a miracle if i dun get an F for chem... now i'm juz hoping tt i won't get single digit..

i think i'd better leave all these worrying for later and enjoy myself now, before the results come out.. today's like the last day of all the impt papers la, i only got econs mcq left.. so we went out after the chem paper... it felt great!! i mean it's like damn nice to be able to go out and do stuff now.. we went bk, sat there for like damn long and then watched the exorcist, it's scary, but i think the part one was scarier... at the last part, the stuff tt the devil says is damn funny.. haha..

i wanted to make this a super long blog, but i guess my will is weak... so ya... i'm going to bed now.. nite ppl




Sunday, September 12, 2004

wicker park rocks!!!

it truely does... the story's great, got lots of twists, really makes ppl think and curse and swear, and most importantly, there's josh hartnett!!! the cute guy tt appeals to all ages... yup... i say tt coz the cinema was filled with mainly older ppl... or rather not so young ppl.. u ppl muz go and watch it!!

and huilan (aub say muz suan u) u dunno how much u missed out!!!! haha

hey there, joyz here!! tag board's under here! have fun, ppl...